How do you feel when other people offer to pay your bill when going out to eat? I don't allow it. I always want to take care of my portion. That doesn't happen for me. I am always the one offering to pay for everyone else. Woohoo! I get to keep my money! I want to split the bill evenly. I rarely go out to eat, so that's not going to happen. What? The bill came? Someone else can figure it out.When looking at my bank account, I often feel: Disappointed I haven't received more. No surprises - nothing good ever happens in my bank account. Wait a minute...How did I spend so much?? I am happy with the balance but need more. It's exactly to the penny what I thought would be there. I really need to cut back on spending. I don't look at my bank balances.When paying bills... I can never seem to catch a break or get any financial support. I always figure it out on my own. I don't want to pay bills. I want to go shopping! I get anxiety from seeing the money leave my account. I always pay my bills on time, then balance my account to the penny. I am shocked at how expensive the cost of living is. I wait until the last minute and rarely if ever pay my bills on time.When going grocery shopping... I get bummed out that I didn't get a better deal. Who cares? It's just another thing on my to-do list. No list, No budget. Let's shop! I am stocking up. I am ready and organized with my to-do list and maybe even a map of the store. I am ready with my coupons and my sale flyer. I wait until the last minute to go grocery shopping.When making a large purchase of $100 or more... I wish I could get a better deal, but it is what it is. I'll figure it out on my own. I always do. I'll pay now and figure it out later. I will have a mini panic attack seeing the money leave my account. I already have funds set aside, planned for this. I will have to save up for that. I can't afford it right now. I'm not even going to thank about it right now.
